.:: Goldi's Noted Thoughts ::.
Sometimes I believe all the lies
so I can do the things I should despise.
And everyday I am swayed
by whatever is on my mind.

I hear it all depends on my faith
so I'm feeling precarious.
The only problem I have with these
mysteries is they're so mysterious.

And like a consumer I've been thinkin'
if I could just get a bit more...
More than my fifteen minutes of faith,
Then I'd be secure...

My faith is like shifting sand,
changed by every wave...
My faith is like shifting sand
so I stand on grace...
Stand on grace.

I begged You for some proof
for my Thomas eyes to see.
A slithering staff, a leprous hand,
and lions resting lazily.

A glimpse of Your backside glory
on this soaked altar going ablaze.
But You know I've seen so much,
I explained it away...

My faith is like shifting sand
changed by every wave...
My faith is like shifting sand
so I stand on grace

Waters rose as my doubts reign
My sand castle faith have slipped away
I found myself standing on Your grace
It'd been there all the time

My faith is like shifting sand
changed by every wave...
My faith is like shifting sand
so I stand on grace...
Stand on grace.

Life can seem unbearable at times, but don't let it keep you down. Meditate on God's goodness, talk to Him, and know that He hears you. When life knocks you to your knees, you're in a good position to pray.
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Interview
I just had my interview for supervisor trainee position a few hours ago. I was actually nervous before that, and I kept on praying that the Lord would take off too much nervousness in me, coz you know, when you're too jittery because of nervousness, you're more likely to mess up things. I was there on time, I waited for a few minutes, and there came 3 people who introduced themselves as the panel who'd conduct the interview. I was actually surprised when I saw the team manager, because he was still young. I think he's only about my age, or just a few years older than me. And then the other two were supervisors, a lady and a cute chinito guy (but I think he's gay).

So we proceeded in a small conference room but were not able to use it because I think it was locked, so they lead me into the corner most part of the floor, and surrounded me there. These people are just in their mid-20's just like me, but of course since they are in a higher position than me, I am showing some respect. But the team manager have seen it more like a lack of confidence on my part. That was the feedback he gave after the interview, that I'll be needing a stronger personality if I'm going to handle reps to be able to command them and make them submit to me. And he actually emphasized on that, but it's the only negative feedback that I got. It's just that, he only gave a negative feedback =p.

So of course, I am not hoping or expecting much of a positive outcome in that interview. As far as I can remember, this is the only interview I had for promotion for the year. I haven't passed any application since last year. I was really hoping to get the promotion this year, but I think I still need to work more on the confidence and stronger personality part. It's still the same negative feedback I got since the last interviews I had. I was too timid and shy, they say. Argh!

I have to take off this lid that's stopping me from achieving more and my maximum potential.


I was thinking of changing my url again... but all of the names I've thought of are already taken. Grrr!

Nakokornihan kasi ko sa url ko eh.
posted by goldiqt @ 8:37 AM

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did u get it? =) sana!

=reich

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I don't intend this to be my life's chronicles but I might write some of my experiences here. Even so, everything that's written in here are either products of my excessive contemplation, or just plainly, pure boredom. In any case, I still try to write as sensible as possible, for what I really intend to do and I hope is achieved in every writing, is to impart or share some of the things I learn and sometimes, some struggles in life. Don't expect all seriousness in everything in here though.

In short, this blog is my outlet. My noted thoughts and reflections.

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Name: Goldi

Home: Pasay City, Philippines

Birthday: June 2

Hobbies & Interests: Jesus, music, books, journals, internet, computers, tech stuff, gadgets * sound tripping, singing, playing musical instruments (I know guitar and flute recorder, I just wish I can play them well), watching movie with a tub of popcorn drizzled with melted butter (yum!), reading * observing, pondering, reflecting, learning * laughing or making people laugh (though I'm not good at it) and laugh with them, make people smile, or just listen to their stories. Minsan, trip ko lang din mang-asar =p

About Me: I'm a simple, idealistic but down-to-earth, & friendly person. Quiet most of the time, but friendly enough to have a nice talk (or even a hearty laugh) with anyone. "I myself no longer live, but Christ lives in me. So I live my life in this earthly body by trusting in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me." Galatians 2:20 NLT

Principles I live by:

"Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart." -Psalm 37:4

"If people talk negatively about you, live in such a way that no one will believe them."

"God is a God of happy endings. If you're not yet happy, it's not yet the end."

"It's not what we know but what we do that counts." -Our Daily Bread

"It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities." -Dumbledore, Harry Potter 2

"Girls should assume that until a guy expresses interest, they're just friends." -J. Harris, Boy Meets Girl

"True love doesn't just wait; it plans." -Boy Meets Girl

"Eros will have naked bodies; friendship naked personalities." -C.S. Lewis

"Ideals are like stars; we will not succeed in touching them with our hands but by following them, as the sea faring man in the ocean, we will reach our destiny." -J. Harris, Boy Meets Girl

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