.:: Goldi's Noted Thoughts ::.
Sometimes I believe all the lies
so I can do the things I should despise.
And everyday I am swayed
by whatever is on my mind.

I hear it all depends on my faith
so I'm feeling precarious.
The only problem I have with these
mysteries is they're so mysterious.

And like a consumer I've been thinkin'
if I could just get a bit more...
More than my fifteen minutes of faith,
Then I'd be secure...

My faith is like shifting sand,
changed by every wave...
My faith is like shifting sand
so I stand on grace...
Stand on grace.

I begged You for some proof
for my Thomas eyes to see.
A slithering staff, a leprous hand,
and lions resting lazily.

A glimpse of Your backside glory
on this soaked altar going ablaze.
But You know I've seen so much,
I explained it away...

My faith is like shifting sand
changed by every wave...
My faith is like shifting sand
so I stand on grace

Waters rose as my doubts reign
My sand castle faith have slipped away
I found myself standing on Your grace
It'd been there all the time

My faith is like shifting sand
changed by every wave...
My faith is like shifting sand
so I stand on grace...
Stand on grace.
Life can seem unbearable at times, but don't let it keep you down. Meditate on God's goodness, talk to Him, and know that He hears you. When life knocks you to your knees, you're in a good position to pray.
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
MIA
I have not been able to bond with my journals/diaries/blogs for ages. I don't know why I've had so much, maybe I just enjoyed writing before. I keep 2 notebooks for my hand written journal, one spring notebook and the planner I got from drowning myself of Starbucks coffee. And then I have 4 online journals, or more commonly known as blogs. I have one in Friendster, Blogspot, i.ph, and my Multiply. I don't really write anything in Multiply anymore, I just store my photos there for sharing but since it also has a blog feature, I've included it in my list. Besides, I've once posted there.

I can't really remember why I have obtained so much journals even if one is already enough to contain all my thoughts and anything about life. I had notebooks, I remember, because I would like to have a more personal touch and more privacy on my daily accounts. I actually started keeping a diary when I went to college. And then I started blogging because an officemate encouraged me too, and also another reason was to learn basic html. I did learn a lot about html from blogging that it greatly helped me in updating our support site at work. My first blog was Blogger. And then I signed up for a Friendster blog because I want to give it a try =p. And then I had Multiply for my online album, and then last is the one from i.ph because of their short url. There. But then, I have so much that I can't even update a single one. I grew tired of it. I lost interest.

I am now back for several reasons. I have seen the benefits of keeping record of my thoughts and the things that happened to me. One is because I was able to evaluate myself, making me see things that I need to improve on and behaviors that I need to change, and I have entertained myself with events worth remembering. Another reason is because I have already earned friends through blogging, and some of them still don't forget to check back on my space, even if it had been idle for a long time. I feel that I somehow give them happiness with what I write, probably because they can relate to some of my expriences too. It actually makes you feel better if you know that you're not alone in a certain difficulty, aight?

I just hope I still get to update this thing regularly, or at least just have it updated whenever. What matters is I don't stop.


I currently have 2 songs that kept ringing in my ears and that I can't stop singing of. One's a christian song and the other one is secular. I liked the acoustic sound of Deeply In Love by Youth Alive, a love song for Jesus, and on top of that, of course the message. Adding to the beautiful voice of the female singer, it makes a sound that is very pleasing to the ears and it's easy to sing too. I like sing-able songs, those that have melody or tune that's easy to sing or vocalize, and words that are sung at a moderate speed.

The other song is the So Sick, female version, because of the RnB beat. I like RnB's too and it's not that difficult to sing either. I've actually been singing with every pause I have, unconciously. It's my LSS (last song syndrome) of the moment. ^_^
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I don't intend this to be my life's chronicles but I might write some of my experiences here. Even so, everything that's written in here are either products of my excessive contemplation, or just plainly, pure boredom. In any case, I still try to write as sensible as possible, for what I really intend to do and I hope is achieved in every writing, is to impart or share some of the things I learn and sometimes, some struggles in life. Don't expect all seriousness in everything in here though.

In short, this blog is my outlet. My noted thoughts and reflections.

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Name: Goldi

Home: Pasay City, Philippines

Birthday: June 2

Hobbies & Interests: Jesus, music, books, journals, internet, computers, tech stuff, gadgets * sound tripping, singing, playing musical instruments (I know guitar and flute recorder, I just wish I can play them well), watching movie with a tub of popcorn drizzled with melted butter (yum!), reading * observing, pondering, reflecting, learning * laughing or making people laugh (though I'm not good at it) and laugh with them, make people smile, or just listen to their stories. Minsan, trip ko lang din mang-asar =p

About Me: I'm a simple, idealistic but down-to-earth, & friendly person. Quiet most of the time, but friendly enough to have a nice talk (or even a hearty laugh) with anyone. "I myself no longer live, but Christ lives in me. So I live my life in this earthly body by trusting in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me." Galatians 2:20 NLT

Principles I live by:

"Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart." -Psalm 37:4

"If people talk negatively about you, live in such a way that no one will believe them."

"God is a God of happy endings. If you're not yet happy, it's not yet the end."

"It's not what we know but what we do that counts." -Our Daily Bread

"It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities." -Dumbledore, Harry Potter 2

"Girls should assume that until a guy expresses interest, they're just friends." -J. Harris, Boy Meets Girl

"True love doesn't just wait; it plans." -Boy Meets Girl

"Eros will have naked bodies; friendship naked personalities." -C.S. Lewis

"Ideals are like stars; we will not succeed in touching them with our hands but by following them, as the sea faring man in the ocean, we will reach our destiny." -J. Harris, Boy Meets Girl

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