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Thursday, August 03, 2006
Masarap Kumain
I am taking again that chinese medicine, Ling Zhi Zuang Yao Wan (I don't know if that's spelled right), as an apettite stimulant. I really have no plans of taking it again, if not for the request of my younger sis to split the bill with her. A bottle of 50 caps costs 400 pesos and since she wants to take it but has no money enough to buy a bottle, she decided to share it with me.
We are a family of slim types, the types that no matter how much we eat, we don't get fat. It actually sounds great to those who doesn't want to gain weight while getting to eat all the nicely, even the sinfully (fattening or unhealthy) delicious food but to us it has become a slight problem. Yes we don't get fat, but we loose pounds and become underweight so easily, which makes us slimmer. And because we're so slim (read: thin), it sometimes is difficult for us to shop for clothes that would fit us well, and we look like walking sticks.
I'm actually the thinnest among my sisters, that's why even if I'm the eldest, people think I'm the youngest because I'm not only slim, but petite. I am not really a picky eater and I don't eat like a bird either, but it seems like the foods I'm eating are getting nowhere, no matter how much food I take. I was even investing my money on food, not depriving myself whenever I want to eat something just to make myself plumper but it looks like it's all wasted.
My sister and I are currently into this weight gaining program because we've been losing it because of stress. Me because of the graveyard shift and lack of sleep, and it's the same for her, except that it's because she's currently taking her law proper, causing her to stay up all night. I'm currently in the transition of getting a morning shift, thank God that one has been vacated so I'd finally get to live a normal life. That's why I don't really need the medicine but I decided to take it anyway to help my sister and to speed up my process of gaining weight a little.
I've taken it before and though I've become a little plumper (they say I looked like a siopao then), not much weight was gained. I'm not very happy with the results for zits have also sprouted in my back and in my forehead. And to make it worse, I was only getting plumper on parts that should not be plump, like my tummy and my cheeks. It looked like I always have candy on both sides of my cheeks and it doesn't look any good coz my face looks fatter than my body. It didn't make much difference in my arms and legs, the parts that I want to become fleshy. The gain is not proportion. That's why I was also hesitant in taking it at first. But my sis says it works fine with her, because she've been taking it since I introduced her the med (that was the last quarter of 2004 yata). It had the same effect to her as well but it eventually became okay. I think it might be just the initial reaction of the body, I don't know. She's now only taking it as a food supplement, to help maintain her appetite, or to bring it back in case it's lost, she might just have to increase the dosage.
So I've decided to take it again but I cut the dosage into half, taking only one cap a day. That's actually already enough. The bottle says to take one cap twice a day. The first time I tried it, I was eating like there's no tomorrow on the second day pa lang. I eat to the point that I already can't breathe, and I can't move anymore because of my bulging tummy, but the craving still doesn't stop. It's like torture, you know? Not only to my body but to my pocket as well. My friend who recommended it to me said that dosage should be reduced into half once you're already eating like a giant.
As I've said, I'm now taking it once a day and I've felt the gluttony (hehehe) on the second day alone. Malakas ang epekto ng gamot sa 'kin so I don't really need to take it as perscribed in the label. Another thing, I can control the effect, like if it's not enough, just increase the dosage. One cap a day works fine, and I'm on my 7th day na yata. Since then, I've been eating again like a hobbit, having several meals in one day. Maya't maya may kinakain ako, and I can't sleep without having a midnight snack. So far, no zits have sprouted, though I have one right now but I take it as a sign that I'm going to have my period soon. It actually used to be like a bad case of acne, but I did not develop any right now. Talaga lang yatang unang lalaki ang tyan kapag malakas ka kumain. I'm now complaining because I can feel my tummy when I sit, and it's uncomfy. I feel like my tummy's being stretched too much that I'm afraid it would stay like that. This calls then for an exercise.
The results I'm expecting are slowly becoming obvious now. I just hope I won't come to a point that I'd look like a siopao again. But so far, I'm liking the results, except for the bulging tummy. I'm now planning of squeezing an excercise routine into my schedule, probably badminton or taekwondo after my shift. Sana lang hindi ito hanggang plano lang 'no.
posted by goldiqt @ 2:35 PM
9 Comment(s):
i know of one who takes the same... ang pangit kaya... bloated na siya ngayon... stop it! hehe...
By Anonymous, at August 06, 2006 7:10 AM
Ling-Zhi-Zuang-Yao-Wan what?????
Effective? What are it's components?
I have the same genes like yours. I have trouble gaining weight, no matter how much I eat, wla pa rin. Grabe. But indeed, we lose weight easily.
Hi Goldi! Nung 25 years old saka ako tumaba pero as in payat ako before. Nagpataba sa akin-- oatmeal with milk and sugar siyempre hehe. Tinitimpla ko lang na parang Nesvita. Ayoko kasi ng malapot haha. I always suggest that sa iba na hirap mag gain ng weight and it works for them naman. Try mo =)
well you and your sis must have quicker metabolism that's why you seem to not gain weight. but at least you've found something that could enhance your appetite. good to know your liking the results...just keep everything in moderation, right? take care!
well you and your sis must have quicker metabolism that's why you seem to not gain weight. but at least you've found something that could enhance your appetite. good to know your liking the results...just keep everything in moderation, right? take care!
hi, i took this and consumed two bottles - once a day... then one sunday (may 28, 2006) i eat like there's no tomorrow then feel sleepy inside a mall...yawning. The next day afternoon while working my stomach hurts so much that my arms begin to numb. I was rushed to the hospital for the first time in my life...with dextrose. I was confined for three day and it cost me three thousand pesos. They thought i have an appendicitis but i told them i was taking this appetite stimulant and eat so much that sunday. But after my release i stop taking this but until now my tummy is still big and my face still bloated...hehe Just to warn you...
By Anonymous, at October 26, 2006 11:19 AM
that's gluttony man...
I wouldn't eat like that even if I want to gain weight. I'm not in a hurry anyway... to die =p.
By Anonymous, at October 26, 2006 8:45 PM
my head ached after posting this...bringing back bad memory...actually i'm not warning you on taking the medicine but on eating too much...hehe
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9 Comment(s):
i know of one who takes the same... ang pangit kaya... bloated na siya ngayon... stop it! hehe...
Ling-Zhi-Zuang-Yao-Wan what?????
Effective? What are it's components?
I have the same genes like yours. I have trouble gaining weight, no matter how much I eat, wla pa rin. Grabe. But indeed, we lose weight easily.
Haaay... where can I buy that? Hehe
Hi Goldi! Nung 25 years old saka ako tumaba pero as in payat ako before. Nagpataba sa akin-- oatmeal with milk and sugar siyempre hehe. Tinitimpla ko lang na parang Nesvita. Ayoko kasi ng malapot haha. I always suggest that sa iba na hirap mag gain ng weight and it works for them naman. Try mo =)
well you and your sis must have quicker metabolism that's why you seem to not gain weight. but at least you've found something that could enhance your appetite. good to know your liking the results...just keep everything in moderation, right? take care!
well you and your sis must have quicker metabolism that's why you seem to not gain weight. but at least you've found something that could enhance your appetite. good to know your liking the results...just keep everything in moderation, right? take care!
many would kill to have that kind of problem. hahaha!
hi, i took this and consumed two bottles - once a day... then one sunday (may 28, 2006) i eat like there's no tomorrow then feel sleepy inside a mall...yawning. The next day afternoon while working my stomach hurts so much that my arms begin to numb. I was rushed to the hospital for the first time in my life...with dextrose. I was confined for three day and it cost me three thousand pesos. They thought i have an appendicitis but i told them i was taking this appetite stimulant and eat so much that sunday. But after my release i stop taking this but until now my tummy is still big and my face still bloated...hehe Just to warn you...
that's gluttony man...
I wouldn't eat like that even if I want to gain weight. I'm not in a hurry anyway... to die =p.
my head ached after posting this...bringing back bad memory...actually i'm not warning you on taking the medicine but on eating too much...hehe
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