.:: Goldi's Noted Thoughts ::.
Sometimes I believe all the lies
so I can do the things I should despise.
And everyday I am swayed
by whatever is on my mind.

I hear it all depends on my faith
so I'm feeling precarious.
The only problem I have with these
mysteries is they're so mysterious.

And like a consumer I've been thinkin'
if I could just get a bit more...
More than my fifteen minutes of faith,
Then I'd be secure...

My faith is like shifting sand,
changed by every wave...
My faith is like shifting sand
so I stand on grace...
Stand on grace.

I begged You for some proof
for my Thomas eyes to see.
A slithering staff, a leprous hand,
and lions resting lazily.

A glimpse of Your backside glory
on this soaked altar going ablaze.
But You know I've seen so much,
I explained it away...

My faith is like shifting sand
changed by every wave...
My faith is like shifting sand
so I stand on grace

Waters rose as my doubts reign
My sand castle faith have slipped away
I found myself standing on Your grace
It'd been there all the time

My faith is like shifting sand
changed by every wave...
My faith is like shifting sand
so I stand on grace...
Stand on grace.

Life can seem unbearable at times, but don't let it keep you down. Meditate on God's goodness, talk to Him, and know that He hears you. When life knocks you to your knees, you're in a good position to pray.
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Again?
Ang weird talaga...

I woke up earlier today. Wasn't able to sleep anymore when I was woke up by a call from HSBC. I suddenly felt the heat and so I transferred to the air conditioned room of our father and mother but I didn't feel like sleeping anymore. Still, I feel I should get some more. I'll try to catch some a little later. I just decided to put this in writing right away.

Ang weird talaga. I can't help but wonder why is this happening. What a coincidence talaga. Kahapon I just wrote about the comment made by Tita Ava when we had a little chat and now, the same comment was made, this time by cousin Ate Genelyn.

Napanaginipan kita may asawa ka na raw golde... (9:11 am)

Kailan k b mag aasawa yan bka maunahan k pa ni dhea yan. (9:12 am)

Those were the exact text messages I received. Kumusta naman yun diba? Talagang she bothered to text me pa just to tell me about the dream lang. I imagined, siguro it was so vivid that it looked like real then she texted because she still can't forget about it. I was able to read this in the afternoon na. Around 2pm, medyo naalimpungatan lang ako and I decided to check the messages in my cellphone. At yan nga ang nakita ko. Hindi ko pa alam nung una kung sino yun kasi bagong number na gamit nya.

But what surprises me the most is the happening of the same thing in 2 consecutive days, involving 2 different people who I didn't have the chance to be with physically for a long time. All of a sudden they were checking on me when it's not really their nature to bother about me. Not that they don't care but we're not that close either.

Ang weird talaga. I don't know what this means, but whatever is the meaning of the things that are happening right now, I just entrust everything to the Lord. I might just get crazy trying to figure out what's the meaning of all these. Basta, I'll continue to do my part. Trust in the Lord and have faith in Him while doing the things I have to do.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not in your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight. -Proverbs 3:5-6

Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. -Hebrews 11:1

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." -Jeremiah 29:11

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posted by goldiqt @ 4:17 PM

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kelan nga ba, Goldi?

By Blogger Reich, at March 23, 2007 12:38 AM  
   

ahahaha! dumagdag ka pa talaga reich ha ^_^. Onga eh. Actually, I also have the same question =p.

kumusta ka na? Hope you're doing great. take care and God bless you always. =)

By Anonymous Anonymous, at March 23, 2007 6:31 AM  
     

 

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I don't intend this to be my life's chronicles but I might write some of my experiences here. Even so, everything that's written in here are either products of my excessive contemplation, or just plainly, pure boredom. In any case, I still try to write as sensible as possible, for what I really intend to do and I hope is achieved in every writing, is to impart or share some of the things I learn and sometimes, some struggles in life. Don't expect all seriousness in everything in here though.

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Birthday: June 2

Hobbies & Interests: Jesus, music, books, journals, internet, computers, tech stuff, gadgets * sound tripping, singing, playing musical instruments (I know guitar and flute recorder, I just wish I can play them well), watching movie with a tub of popcorn drizzled with melted butter (yum!), reading * observing, pondering, reflecting, learning * laughing or making people laugh (though I'm not good at it) and laugh with them, make people smile, or just listen to their stories. Minsan, trip ko lang din mang-asar =p

About Me: I'm a simple, idealistic but down-to-earth, & friendly person. Quiet most of the time, but friendly enough to have a nice talk (or even a hearty laugh) with anyone. "I myself no longer live, but Christ lives in me. So I live my life in this earthly body by trusting in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me." Galatians 2:20 NLT

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"Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart." -Psalm 37:4

"If people talk negatively about you, live in such a way that no one will believe them."

"God is a God of happy endings. If you're not yet happy, it's not yet the end."

"It's not what we know but what we do that counts." -Our Daily Bread

"It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities." -Dumbledore, Harry Potter 2

"Girls should assume that until a guy expresses interest, they're just friends." -J. Harris, Boy Meets Girl

"True love doesn't just wait; it plans." -Boy Meets Girl

"Eros will have naked bodies; friendship naked personalities." -C.S. Lewis

"Ideals are like stars; we will not succeed in touching them with our hands but by following them, as the sea faring man in the ocean, we will reach our destiny." -J. Harris, Boy Meets Girl

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