.:: Goldi's Noted Thoughts ::.
Sometimes I believe all the lies
so I can do the things I should despise.
And everyday I am swayed
by whatever is on my mind.

I hear it all depends on my faith
so I'm feeling precarious.
The only problem I have with these
mysteries is they're so mysterious.

And like a consumer I've been thinkin'
if I could just get a bit more...
More than my fifteen minutes of faith,
Then I'd be secure...

My faith is like shifting sand,
changed by every wave...
My faith is like shifting sand
so I stand on grace...
Stand on grace.

I begged You for some proof
for my Thomas eyes to see.
A slithering staff, a leprous hand,
and lions resting lazily.

A glimpse of Your backside glory
on this soaked altar going ablaze.
But You know I've seen so much,
I explained it away...

My faith is like shifting sand
changed by every wave...
My faith is like shifting sand
so I stand on grace

Waters rose as my doubts reign
My sand castle faith have slipped away
I found myself standing on Your grace
It'd been there all the time

My faith is like shifting sand
changed by every wave...
My faith is like shifting sand
so I stand on grace...
Stand on grace.

Life can seem unbearable at times, but don't let it keep you down. Meditate on God's goodness, talk to Him, and know that He hears you. When life knocks you to your knees, you're in a good position to pray.
Saturday, January 22, 2005
Back Into Being a Familiar
This is my 4th day in graveyard shift. Panggabi na naman ako.. kakainis talaga. Balik na naman sa pagiging bampira (gising kasi pag gabi. sa umaga, tulog), or "familiar" as how Blade calls them. Inaantok nga ko palagi eh. Hindi naman ako makatulog dahil the Team Manager is always roaming. Tapos, pag-uwi ko naman sa bahay, hirap din ako matulog dahil yung oras ng tulog ko eh gising lahat ng tao. Hay naku. Ganun talaga.

I have been quite busy this week din. Parang almost everyday may naka-schedule akong gawin, not to mention the things I always choose to do later. My procrastination worsens. I have to do something about this before this turns into a hard habit to break, or a hard to break habit. Whatever.

Nag-inquire kasi ko ng computer short courses. First, I went to Informatics Ayala MRT branch, kaya lang hesitant ako dun kasi parang feeling ko, they won't be able to provide me what I need. Parang feeling ko hindi ako matututo dun eh. Then I went to Informatics the next day, this time dun naman sa branch nila sa Security Land building, just a few minutes walk from our building. Saka, masmukhang okay dun. So I got a list of their course offerings with the price in it. After that, dumaan ako ng Makati Medical Center para magpa-check up kasi hanggang ngayon, nasal pa rin ang voice ko, parang may sipon. Kaso, masyadong late na available yung doctor so I just decided to go there on my rest day.

Then next day, sa Mapua IT Center naman ako pumunta para mag-inquire. Dito lang din sya sa Makati. Their fees are a little higher compared to Informatics', pero tingin ko mas-ok sa Mapua. Sana nga lang, maka-generate ako ng enough money to finance myself. Ang mahal eh. Eh mahirap lang naman kami. Baka may pwedeng mag-sponsor dyan, willing akong maging scholar nyo. :P

Ngayon, walang masyadong calls. Madami kami masyado. Mas petiks ngayon ang graveyard shift kasi, meron akong additional skill for an account that is not directly under our team, na nag-uumpisang bumuhos ang calls around 4am hanggang 10am or 11am ata yun. At wala ka pang tigil kakasalita. Sobrang sakit nga ng lalamunan ko nung pang-umaga pa ko eh, kasi yung sa shift ko dati pumapasok lahat ng calls na yun. Kaya kahit papano, okay na rin ako sa panggabi. Medyo nakaka-relax relax. :)

Tapos nga pala, kilala nyo ba si Mikel Campos? Grabe, wala akong kamalay malay na palagi kong nakakausap ang kanyang kaisa isang kapatid! Eh ka-team ko pala ang kanyang nag-iisang kapatid, at seatmate ko pa! Tingnan mo nga naman oh... nagulat talaga ko nun. Eh andami kayang nagkaka-crush dun sa utol nya. I don't know, he might not be that famous, pero hindi maiiwasang tumatak ang kanyang face sa isipan ng mga girls, dahil heart throb ang guy na ito.

Hindi kasi halata eh (his brother). Napaka-humble kasi ng utol nya. Koboy. Ayos nga eh.
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I don't intend this to be my life's chronicles but I might write some of my experiences here. Even so, everything that's written in here are either products of my excessive contemplation, or just plainly, pure boredom. In any case, I still try to write as sensible as possible, for what I really intend to do and I hope is achieved in every writing, is to impart or share some of the things I learn and sometimes, some struggles in life. Don't expect all seriousness in everything in here though.

In short, this blog is my outlet. My noted thoughts and reflections.

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Name: Goldi

Home: Pasay City, Philippines

Birthday: June 2

Hobbies & Interests: Jesus, music, books, journals, internet, computers, tech stuff, gadgets * sound tripping, singing, playing musical instruments (I know guitar and flute recorder, I just wish I can play them well), watching movie with a tub of popcorn drizzled with melted butter (yum!), reading * observing, pondering, reflecting, learning * laughing or making people laugh (though I'm not good at it) and laugh with them, make people smile, or just listen to their stories. Minsan, trip ko lang din mang-asar =p

About Me: I'm a simple, idealistic but down-to-earth, & friendly person. Quiet most of the time, but friendly enough to have a nice talk (or even a hearty laugh) with anyone. "I myself no longer live, but Christ lives in me. So I live my life in this earthly body by trusting in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me." Galatians 2:20 NLT

Principles I live by:

"Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart." -Psalm 37:4

"If people talk negatively about you, live in such a way that no one will believe them."

"God is a God of happy endings. If you're not yet happy, it's not yet the end."

"It's not what we know but what we do that counts." -Our Daily Bread

"It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities." -Dumbledore, Harry Potter 2

"Girls should assume that until a guy expresses interest, they're just friends." -J. Harris, Boy Meets Girl

"True love doesn't just wait; it plans." -Boy Meets Girl

"Eros will have naked bodies; friendship naked personalities." -C.S. Lewis

"Ideals are like stars; we will not succeed in touching them with our hands but by following them, as the sea faring man in the ocean, we will reach our destiny." -J. Harris, Boy Meets Girl

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