.:: Goldi's Noted Thoughts ::.
Sometimes I believe all the lies
so I can do the things I should despise.
And everyday I am swayed
by whatever is on my mind.

I hear it all depends on my faith
so I'm feeling precarious.
The only problem I have with these
mysteries is they're so mysterious.

And like a consumer I've been thinkin'
if I could just get a bit more...
More than my fifteen minutes of faith,
Then I'd be secure...

My faith is like shifting sand,
changed by every wave...
My faith is like shifting sand
so I stand on grace...
Stand on grace.

I begged You for some proof
for my Thomas eyes to see.
A slithering staff, a leprous hand,
and lions resting lazily.

A glimpse of Your backside glory
on this soaked altar going ablaze.
But You know I've seen so much,
I explained it away...

My faith is like shifting sand
changed by every wave...
My faith is like shifting sand
so I stand on grace

Waters rose as my doubts reign
My sand castle faith have slipped away
I found myself standing on Your grace
It'd been there all the time

My faith is like shifting sand
changed by every wave...
My faith is like shifting sand
so I stand on grace...
Stand on grace.

Life can seem unbearable at times, but don't let it keep you down. Meditate on God's goodness, talk to Him, and know that He hears you. When life knocks you to your knees, you're in a good position to pray.
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Update At Last
I know. I've been a delinquent blogger. Having no update or post for almost a month now, I am actually distressed of what my blog has become. It almost seemed like.. dead.

What's keeping me from updating? Of course, the common excuse: busy. And also the lack of anything to post. I just can't find anything about me right now that's worth sharing, or if I have the nerve to share it. Most of the happenings in my life now are I think too personal to be published here.

I've been through a lot since my last post. It's not that I don't want to share it or write some of it here, but it's just that I don't know how I'll tell it. What I should write. I am currently having difficulties in expressing myself in writing, not as much as before. I even find myself having difficulty in expressing what I feel or what I want in words, finding myself quite most of the time now. There are even times I find myself staring blankly. Oh well. There have just been some things that have gone out of hand. I'm still fine though.

Also, I've been kept busy by our support site at work. Almost a year and a half ago, I volunteered to update and maintain it because I want to learn how to. Besides, no one else in the team wants to and can update it. We don't have enough techie people in the team and since I'm kinda geeky (I want to learn all that coding stuff), I took the initiative. Now that I've learned how to, I already find myself dragging my feet to do the task. Bad me. But of course, the responsibility is still mine. I just thought of making some major changes, particularly in the way it looks to make it appear more lively or eye candy and due to lack of resources, not to mention the surf control that prevents me from accessing some sites that offer free resources because of irritating trojans and spywares, it takes all the free time I have in the office so I end up not having the chance to blog or even bloghop. I can't even chat with my seatmates and officemates. I tend to get so engrossed with what I'm doing because I pay so much attention to details. I'm kind of OC when it comes to web design.

I miss blogging and blog hopping. And I hope to get back in this blogging thing that I used to go crazy about the soonest possible time.
posted by goldiqt @ 6:32 AM

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I don't intend this to be my life's chronicles but I might write some of my experiences here. Even so, everything that's written in here are either products of my excessive contemplation, or just plainly, pure boredom. In any case, I still try to write as sensible as possible, for what I really intend to do and I hope is achieved in every writing, is to impart or share some of the things I learn and sometimes, some struggles in life. Don't expect all seriousness in everything in here though.

In short, this blog is my outlet. My noted thoughts and reflections.

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Name: Goldi

Home: Pasay City, Philippines

Birthday: June 2

Hobbies & Interests: Jesus, music, books, journals, internet, computers, tech stuff, gadgets * sound tripping, singing, playing musical instruments (I know guitar and flute recorder, I just wish I can play them well), watching movie with a tub of popcorn drizzled with melted butter (yum!), reading * observing, pondering, reflecting, learning * laughing or making people laugh (though I'm not good at it) and laugh with them, make people smile, or just listen to their stories. Minsan, trip ko lang din mang-asar =p

About Me: I'm a simple, idealistic but down-to-earth, & friendly person. Quiet most of the time, but friendly enough to have a nice talk (or even a hearty laugh) with anyone. "I myself no longer live, but Christ lives in me. So I live my life in this earthly body by trusting in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me." Galatians 2:20 NLT

Principles I live by:

"Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart." -Psalm 37:4

"If people talk negatively about you, live in such a way that no one will believe them."

"God is a God of happy endings. If you're not yet happy, it's not yet the end."

"It's not what we know but what we do that counts." -Our Daily Bread

"It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities." -Dumbledore, Harry Potter 2

"Girls should assume that until a guy expresses interest, they're just friends." -J. Harris, Boy Meets Girl

"True love doesn't just wait; it plans." -Boy Meets Girl

"Eros will have naked bodies; friendship naked personalities." -C.S. Lewis

"Ideals are like stars; we will not succeed in touching them with our hands but by following them, as the sea faring man in the ocean, we will reach our destiny." -J. Harris, Boy Meets Girl

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